Worst first day of summer ever. Fuck. Definitely going on vacation after edc. Scandalous ass motherfckers. UGH.
GODDAMMIT. I SWEAR. LIFE FCKING HATES ME. WHY DOES SHIT LIKE THIS ALWAYS HAPPEN TO ME. WHAT THE FUCK HAVE I DONE WRONG. IM THE NICE ONE TREATING PEOPLE WITH RESPECT AND TRUST. AND STUPID BULLSHIT LIKE THAT HAPPENS TO ME. I JUST WANT WHAT’S MINE BACK. ughh.
WOO, it’s almost summer ^_^ Had a blast at Above&Beyond, can’t wait for EDC :DDD
it feels weird not having my mom around the house. she just left to vietnam yday and she’s staying there for a month ._. doing chores is gonna suck.. a lot.. Lol. I think im going vietnam this summer too. hopefully it’ll be fun!
beauty is a fading flower
ehh, life’s been the same old same old. nothing exciting.
WHERE’S ALL THE EXCITEMENT AT?! ;(
goddamit. I get so creeped out when a gay guy hits on me on fb and shit.. fuckk. he just asked if he can suck my dick… really? why can’t you be a girl.. LOL
Sooo! my bike is finally complete! :D
I decided to bike to school today, took a good 20 minutes! not bad.
On the way back home, 4am started playing on my ipod, and a series of nostalgic feelings came creeping up from inside me. That feeling where you didn’t have to worry about anything, the satisfaction of freedom. Felt invincible on that ride back home. ooooh it feels so good to finally ride a bike again! other than that, I’m totally out of shape. Those hills fcked me really hard. I need to change ratios hahah. Super excited for summer riding! comeee alongg! :D
hey, it’s been a while. A lot of shit has happened these past few weeks. Sadness, grief, depression, sorrow, hopelessness, helplessness, and shit. There were those goods days where everything went right and those days where hell broke loose. I just gotta keep my head up. Everything will be fine. Don’t give up and keep moving. Peace.
she’s my very good friend. one I can vent to! :)
GODDD I FUCKING HATE YOU. Words can’t fucking explain how much I hate you. You seriously fucked my life over so goddamn much. Took away my freedom and everything. People like you should fuckin die. All you do is cause trouble and shit for me and my mom. Fuck you you piece of shit. I’m gonna fuckin show up at your doorstep and solve this fuckin problem. It’s been almost 2 years. Ive had it. I’m done.
P.S. fuck you.
Let your imagination work with no expectations
mann, I remember why being single was so damn good now.
gosh. I think way too much. I wish I had an on and off button for feelings, but that shit’s never gonna happen Lol. I’ve been pretty good at dgafing. I think it’s the best way to save yourself. You’re like. invincible. hahaha. Eh, time will take its course, and things will soon be over.
